Saturday, 9 January 2010

Snow! And other bits and bobs.

Snow flakes that stay on my nose and eye lashes. Silver white winters that melt into spring. These are a few of my favourite things.
What a lovely song, from an amazing musical. And outside it is just beautiful, so I found it appropriate.

Today, I have kept thinking about writing blogs. I kept on thinking "what can I write about today"? The only thing I've wanted to do is write, which is strange because I've always thought I'm not good at writing and I can't say I've ever really enjoyed it.
But now I love it, and I think about it a lot. Which is weird because I was watching a film, maybe you know it (if you don't then you should) Sister Act 2, and in that the main character says "if you want to be a singer, if you wake up in the morning and all you can think about is singing, you were born to be a singer!" And she based this on a book she lends out that says "if you want to be a writer, if you wake up in the morning and all you can think about is writing, you were born to be a writer."
I thought I'd share that with you because I think it's important that we follow our hearts and do what we want, what we love.

My blog isn't really about anything today. About bits and bobs that I don't really want to write a whole blog about.

I've got exams coming up, 8 of them, of which I'm only prepared for 4. But I don't mind. Although I do have a terrible headache today and I think it might be my body's way of telling me "actually, yes you do mind and I am stressed but you're not admitting it to yourself". Ever had that? When you don't realise you're stressed but other people do? My Dad always has to tell me that I'm stressed before I realise it.

Also, last night I took a leap of faith and sent a message to the boy telling him that this was my last attempt to be his friend because he was making it difficult and I wanted him to know that I really did try, and that I hope he has all the happiness in the future. I'm currently waiting for a reply. I'm not really sure if I'm expecting one back or not. I don't think I am, although I would like to know his reaction to it. We'll see. No doubt I'll be letting you know what happens because I'll have an opinion about it! But maybe that's another thing on my mind.

Maybe a walk in the snow will do some good. A bit of fresh air. Sounds like a plan to me.

"You've got to learn about yourself. You have to learn to be able to work out what is wrong depending on how you act and how you feel if you don't know."


I hope everyone is having fun in the snow.

x

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