January Blues.

7 posts already this month and it's only the second week in January. This is my 8th post. But 2 of the posts this month don't count. The first one - 2009 Summary - and the sixth one - Everybody's Free - don't count because I'm going to so a summary every year and I didn't officially write Everybody's Free. It's a song by Baz Lurhman that I think is very true, and a nice set of "rules" to live by.

Anyway, I don't really think I need to explain and find excuses for why I've written so many blogs. I've been writing more and more lately, I like writing them, they're quite relaxing, and I haven't put a limit on to how many blogs I write anyway.



This one is just going to be a blog when I complain about my month so far, because it's not going particularly well but I don't want to moan to my friends or family about it because they've got more important things to worry about.

Maybe it's January blues. Last year, the people in the year above us said that we would have January blues, January is always going to be a bad month when you're in sixth form but don't worry about it because it happens to everyone and it'll pass after January exams. I hope so.

Tuesday 12th January.
They say bad things happen in threes. Well, I would agree.

This month, the temperatures have been no more that freezing. I don't think it's been warmer than 0 degrees once. Well, just our luck that it's one of the most freezing months ever and our boiler breaks. We have no central heating, no hot water and it's most probably going to cost thousands of pounds to sort it out, we might need a new boiler. That's bad thing number one.

I needed to go to WBOS rehersals to practice with my friends for our auditions which are on Sunday. We'd already left later than I'd planned because of the boiler breaking. We got in the car and started driving, we got to the bottom of our road and the tyre blew. Number two. Then, my brother came to fetch me to take me and then the car ran out of petrol so I was late for my rehersals. Bad thing number three.

Other bad things that have happened this month:
- I can't sing, I'm having a bad singing month and I just don't sound like I used to which is very, very frustrating and we have auditions on Sunday so I hope my voice is back by then.
- My Mom is having issues at work, although she would never tell me that. I know she is, I've overheard her and my Dad talking about it many times.
- I've got 8 exams in three weeks. I've had 4 so far and 3 of them were pointless. 2 of them went really badly.
- I really miss Bracken for some reason. I don't know why but I really, really miss her. I wish I could see her again.
- My Mom lost her phone and someone had picked it up and turned it off so she's not getting that back, and she's quite cut out that she's lost all of her numbers.
- The boy. He's not talking to me. I'm waiting for him to reply to a message to I sent a few days ago and he still hasn't. I really would like a reply, I really would like for him to be happy. And I would really like for him to be my "friend" if nothing more, but it's not happening.

They say bad things come in threes. I believe them.

Maybe it's because I forgot to say "White Rabbits" this month.
I'll make sure I say it next month.

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