Horoscopes and Advice.

Your Single's Daily Horoscope for Pisces for Monday 28th December :
You thought that you and this person were on the same channel, but now you're hearing nothing but static. Relax -- this state is just temporary. Trying to force things won't help. Just be patient and wait it out.

I read this at 3 minutes to 12 on the 27th December. I get emails everyday telling me my horoscope for the next day. A lot of the time they're scarily appropriate. Today is one of those days. Because at 3 minutes to 12, as I read this email, I happened to be writing a text message that was asking many questions to the boy who hasn't been talking to me. It started off like this. "Have I done something so bad that you can't talk to me now?" That was as far as I'd got.

I just deleted the message. You know when you ask someone's advice, and they tell you the truth, what you should do, but it's exactly what you already knew you just didn't want to believe it? One of my best friends, a lad I've mentioned many a time before, said "no, don't text him, wait and let him come to you" and when I replied saying that we'd never talk again because he woun't talk to me, he replied with "he will, I promise." I trust this boy's advice quite a lot, and I already knew that I shouldn't get in touch with him but I needed someone else to say it. Has that ever happened to you? It happens to me all the time. I know the answer, I just don't want to believe it.

"Be patient and wait it out." Easier said than done, as always. Why is it that you always want to just talk and speak to or text or call or email or anything that person, even when you know you shouldn't? But, as I've been told by an impersonal email, one of my best friends and by myself, I know what I have to do.

Why are things always so difficult? Why can't, for one, a relationship I have with someone be simple, innocent and straight forward? Why can't we both want the same thing, both like each other the same amount and both understand each other the way that we mean what we say and how we react? Nothing is ever simple. That is definitely one thing that I've learned.

I get these horoscopes every day and I love that on the occasion that I do read them, they seem to be appropriate to my life and my romantic situation. That's probably just coincidence, but the advice they give me seems a good idea so I tend to follow it as it's what I already know. Don't you love it when horoscopes are true? Good or bad, coincidence or not, it's comforting to know that when they say something bad has happened, or is happening - they knew about the bad so the comforting positive comment about how it will get better, be easier soon, that much be true aswell, mustn't it?

I've been writing this blog for about an hour and a half. I don't know what else to say. Other than there is just one thing left to do.
Wait.

Tomorrow. Tomorrow everything will be alright.
Does tomorrow ever come? It will one day. It will come one day. He promised.

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