Between Sleep And Awake.

Today, my friend text me asking whether I was going to tell the boy. Another friend text me when she was out saying how she wished her "girls" were out with her too and they made me smile for many different reasons, but mainly it made me realise how lucky I am to have such great friends. They are the people that keep me going. Random texts and comments from the most wonderful friends I can ask for make me happy and I'm going to miss seeing my friends so much when I go to university. My standards of friends are set so high that I don't know hot I could meet people at university that are half as great as the friends I have now.

Besides that, I just feel like writing. I'm sitting in bed, I just watched a film, it's half past twelve at night and I feel like writing. I don't even know what about. My dreams are coming true, my future is actually here, I am actually beginning to live my life and I love it, I can't wait. It just doesn't leave me much to write about.

Apart from one thing.
Earlier, my parents and I watched "Hook". It was on the television, it's a sequel to Peter Pan, great film. Anyway, towards the end when Tinkerbell is saying goodbye to Peter Pan she says, "you know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you." I wrote it down because I wanted to remember it because I really loved it. It reminded me of a certain someone and made me think maybe I don't have to get over him or forget him. Maybe he helped to make me who I am and we'll always be friends.

It also made me think about dreaming (as if I need something to trigger me to think about dreaming, it's all I do). That is an amazing feeling, don't you think? When you're half awake, half asleep and you remember what you were dreaming about so you carry on the dream but you can make it go where you want it to but it still feels like you're dreaming. I love that place, between sleep and awake.

I think I'm going to go to sleep now, hopefully I'll go to that place in the morning.



You know that place between sleep and awake, the place where you can still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you.
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