What do you do when everything is wrong, everything is difficult, when you have no motivation to do anything but if you did have the motivation, you wouldn't know what to do anyway?
What do you do when the last place you want to be is where you are? What do you do when your whole future relies on the next month, doing something that you've began to hate so you can't be bothered and just don't want to do it?
What do you do when your life plan takes a blip, you don't achieve something you were meant to for it to stay or track and suddenly you have to figure out a whole new plan?
What do you do when the rest of your life depends on these 3 letters you get in August? What if they're not the letters you need?
What do you do when you realise that your dreams are never going to come true? And what do you do if they did come true and you'd just be doubting the truth of them?
What do you do when you have so many questions in life and nobody to answer them?
You just keep going. You put on a happy face. Keep living. Get over it. Keep trying. Grin and bare it. Find a new plan. Don't regret the past and look forward to the future.
You keep the questions to yourself, if someone comes along then you can ask, otherwise you have to figure out the answers yourself.
But what do you do when that's much easier said than done?
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