Jump And Pray.

I don't know what to think. I'm not really sure what I should do, although I think I'm going to do the right thing. Everyone who knows is telling me it's the right thing.

But how do you ever know what is the 'right' think to do? It might be the ideal thing, or the moral thing, but any action can be classified as the 'right' thing, it's completely opinion. Someone said to me, "the right thing to do might not be the best thing" which completely confused me, but I agree now, it depends who you want to keep happy. If you want to keep everyone else happy then doing the 'right' thing is the way to go, but sometimes - occasionally- you have to keep yourself happy so you have to do whats best for you.

I've never been in this situation before. I've never been forced to consider to tell somebody something very important to me. Now, I'm in a situation where I can tell or not tell, it's completely in my hands, but either way there are consequences I'll have to deal with. According to someone I highly respect and trust, one of these things is right and one of them is best. I think I know now which one is which and I've decided which path to choose, there's no going back. Let's just hope it is the best path. I've been led to believe that it is, but how am I to know until in years to come when I can see all of the outcomes of the decision I've made?

I've talked about this so many times but it all depends on whether you're brave enough to go for for it. Jump and hope to God that you can fly.

I've always said "just do it", you should go for what you want regardless, forget about getting hurt for a moment, what if all of your dreams come true? Surely it's worth a try. The hope and that maybe, it's enough to make you want to go for it and try.
When I was driving, my Dad was telling me a story about how he'd hestitated whilest driving and he shouldn't have and that I shouldn't hestitate when driving. It made me think, and it applies to lots of different situations. It applies to the one I was in last week, and I hesitated. So now I have to sort it out.

I'm going to jump, and I wish upon every star in the sky that I can fly.
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