Anonomous.

My friend has recently made a new blog - anonomously. They've got the right idea. They can say what they like, when they like and no-one will know who it's aimed at or who's saying it so that no-one can get involved, find a problem with what my friend is writing and stir things up. No-one can disapprove of what they're writing - and if they do disapprove, there's nothing they can do about it anyway.

Right now, I want an anonomous blog so that I can bitch and moan and not get in any kind of trouble for it. So I guess I'm going to have to keep it vague and hope no-one figures it out. These aren't all aimed at the same person...

Pretend you don't know me when you read this!


First things first, I don't need your judgement! The look on your face after I showed you something that meant a lot to me, the disapproving look that mocked me and made it obvious you thought I was going over the top and being stupid. That look said it all.
Well, you know what? There are a lot of things you don't know, things you would have known if things hadn't have changed, if you hadn't changed. But thing have changed, you've changed, and now you don't know them. So keep your judgemental look to yourself. I showed you because you asked, and I was looking for support I knew I wasn't going to get from anywhere else. I thought, being who you are and what you're meant to be for me, you'd figure out that something wasn't quite right and maybe ask, or maybe just smile and make sure I was okay. But I guess you don't understand either. It's just upset me that you didn't try to understand.


You know when you're really annoyed at something - or someone - but you have to be nice and hold in any sarcastic or confrontational remarks that might upset or offend the person who has annoyed you? Because it was just be too much hassle, too much drama if you upset them - and it would be all your fault, even if it was actually them that provoked you?
So, here is the way I would like to reply, but I managed to hold it in long enough to walk away before I caused a scene.
Yes, I know what I need to do without you telling me, I'm not stupid. I'm doing my best, I can't help it if I'm not perfect, like you are. Give me a break.


And can I just ask, while I'm moaning? Why do bad things always happen to the best of people? I know I've asked this question, but right now I'm full to bursting - and so is she, and all of a sudden, yet another bad thing has happened to her, someone I love so much, and I don't know why! It's not like she'd ever deserve anything bad to happen to her.
She walks in with a happy face, pretending that everything in the world is perfect when it's obvious she's been crying. She just took 10 minutes in the car to compose herself. Why? Let these things happen to me, I'll take them and deal with them - she doesn't need anymore on her plate right now.



I know I'll look back on this blog and think, "wow, that's bitchy, did they really deserve such a harsh reaction?" But at least nobody knows who or what it is about.

An anonomous blog - that's the way forward. There are so many things that I would never have the nerve to say on here, someone would send me for psychiatric help.

The worst part is I'm not even joking, they really would.

Love from Anonomous.

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