A bit of nothing.

Do have have times when one day you can be on top of the world, really happy and care free and your life is practically perfect but then the next day you feel really sad, pessimistic and down? Maybe there is a reason for your sudden change in mood, but sometimes you just don't know why you feel that way.

I haven't mentioned the 'boy' in ages. Well, I'm not really sure who the 'boy' is. I have come to the conclusion that the boy who was messing me about, who I haven't spoken to in weeks, is an expletive. I know I should have figured that out a long time ago but now I know it and better late than never! He's "had is phone stolen" abd he's "been really busy with work". He stopped using his facebook and I had a reminder come up saying that I hadn't spoken to him in a while so why not get in touch, so I went on his facebook and saw he hadn't used in ages, but some girl had tagged him in a post so I knew he still had a social life. Then I clicked onto the girl's page and saw that he had another facebook account. I added the new one, he accepted, I spoke to him online and gave him a piece of my mind and now I'm back to the beginning, without him.
Oh, and he still smokes. Uhh.

I'm wasting my time. Why do I go for lads that it's never going to work with, lads that I can never have? I give up. From now on, I'm not looking. I give up lads for the time being. If someone crosses my path then fine but I'm not going to try and cross anyone else's path intentially.

I don't think the 'boy'(s) is the for my up and down emotional ride though. But I think I'm going to dedicate a blog to that all by itself to show just how strongly I feel about it.

March has been an amazing month so far. I've turned 18, some of my dreams have come true, I've got lots of new amazing, beautiful presents and I've had my braces off. And I've had some amazing nights out.


I'm not really sure what this blog is about. An update on the love life I suppose. Just some ramblings of a teenage girl. A bit of nothing.

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