It's Christmas and a LOT of jibber jabber.

I can't sleep.
It's 2.20am on Christmas day, and I can't sleep.
Father Christmas definitely isn't going to come to me at this rate.

It's weird. Maybe it's just this night. Maybe it's because I haven't been getting up until midday. My boyfriend has had insomnia for the past month. I hope I don't catch it!

I'm listening to love songs by Taylor Swift and Miley Cyrus. Slow, nice, happy songs that I could sleep to. And because I'm in that sort of mood.

Today was the first time in a week since me and boyfriend spoke. When I say spoke, I mean about four text messages each, but that's more than it has been all week. He says it's because texting makes him tired. Well, I guess there's no point questioning it.

Last week when we said bye (we are both at home for Christmas) I was SUCH a girl when we said goodbye. I got really upset. I don't even know why because we always spend weeks apart because of how far apart we live when we're at home. But anyway, I got really upset and acted like a proper girl, it was embarrassing.

I don't even know why I'm writing this. It's Christmas! And all of that is in the past. Maybe that's what I keep thinking about, that I'm bothered about us not talking or something he's said and that's why I can't sleep. Who knows.



My life is pretty much perfect. Apart from a few minor things that it is up to me to change, I am incredibly happy. So why do I just switch from one mood to another?
Isn't it funny what adding extra things into your body can do.

Yes, that's definitely what's on my mind.

This isn't a very Christmassy subject. I think I'll leave that for a different time.


Merry Christmas!
God bless us, one and all.
I hope you have a wonderful Christmas.

Sorry about the babbling - I'll explain soon!
Good night. I hope you sleep well and Father Christmas comes to you!
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