Back Again.

Back to the happiness...

I go on about life changing moments, moments of truth, special moments that you'll keep with you forever. But those moments, what about the desicions we make in them? What do the desicions mean?

If we go with the answer or desicion that means your life will change, then you are not currently perfectly happy. If you're perfectly content with yourself, your life and the people in it, then you would not go with the desicion that would change things. Unless it was offering you something outstanding and out of this world that is a real once in a life time opportunity or very unlikely to happen again.

If you do want choose for something to change, then you are obviously not entirely happy because if you were then there would be nothing to change.


A friend said to me, when I asked her about it some time ago now, that she was perfectly content with how things were and didn't want anything to change. She liked how everyone was friends, good friends, just friends, and that was how she hoped it would stay. Well... That how it has stayed for her. I'm really glad. Happy, contented in life and love, (even though she doesn't even have a guy, I think that's even better).

But I haven't stopped thinking about how I wanted something to change. All year, I've wanted something to happen, something to change, something or someone exciting to come along and turn my world upsidedown - good or bad- just for a while, and when life is normal again then I'll be content with that fact that it's the calm after a storm. Well, that's what I'm hoping for, anyway. Someone did come and change things - but it lasted 3 weeks.

We've been hoping this will be 'the summer'. The summer of all summers to date, that brings love, laughs and memories. It's not looking so great at the moment though.




Once again, we're off. Just like when we went to Swindon - we're going to Newcastle upon Tyne. Let Newcastle be what we're hoping and waiting for - an escape from life for a while. But I suppose we'll just have to wait and see.





I hope everyone's world gets turned upside down at least once in their lives. That's the memory that everyone looks back on and smiles at.

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